Just reflecting over my life and the choiced i’ve made. Things i’ve done. Things i’ve said, didn’t say. Things i didn’t do, should have done. Feeling of guilt and responsibility. And I’ve come to the conclusion that i’ve been trying to be too much to too many people. To sacrifice for the ones you care for and the ones that claim they care about you is a noble cause but also a heavy burden to carry. Everyone has a need to be met but it is not my responsibility it fill the cracks n people’s lives. I’m too young. There comes a point where you look up at the end of the day and you have nothing left for yourself. I can’t save anyone else. I need someone to save me.